ARRRRGGGGGHHHHH *sigh*

Homicidal thoughts tend to be a bad thing I think, though there are a few people in particular making my life hellish right now who I wouldn't mind offing if I could get away with it. I can't even begin to try and process all the things that are stressing me right now. I've found if I focus on one source at a time I can handle it, but I can't keep this up. Things need to drastically change. Maybe I'll win the lotto. Money would certainly help solve a lot of this crap. A LOT of this crap. But of course the odds of that happening, not so in my favor. Well here's hoping...

The Spring Rain

Whenever it rains I feel like a cat. I want to do nothing more than crawl under the covers and nap. Then maybe watch a movie or read a book and then nap. Today however I feel oddly invigorated. I don't know if it's because I know the rest of the week is going to be a bit hectic and busy so I'm gearing up for it or if it's simply because it feels like spring rain. I know most people think you can't tell the change in season on any particular day, but sometimes it almost feels like I can. Today does not mark spring though, at least I haven't smelled it in the air yet, but I feel it coming. The renewal, the lush and vibrant colors, the warmth. I welcome it. The rain today gives me hope that it's coming soon.

Friendly Inspiration

It has been years since I've set fingers to keyboard and publicly let my thoughts be known on here. But recently I was inspired. So much has happened, so much I want to record if not sheerly for remembrance than certainly for cathartic release. Pain, anger, pleasure, hopes, fears, life....

To paraphrase Louis XV, Après ceci, le déluge--- After this, the flood.

Let the flood begin...